Archive for May, 2007
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30
May
2007
Oh Dear… Not Again
Well fuck. I am doing it again. Let’s start from the top shall we? Okay, about a year and a half ago, I fell majorly hard for someone I had no chance with. Not even a maybe. It was a NO FUCKING WAY, kind of deal. Well it took me forever to get over that. I pick myself up off of the floor and a few months later I start to do it again. I mean really? Do I have to do this to myself? Oh my God. I’m a freaking idiot. I should have seen this coming from a mile away, but no, I chose to be blind and it smacked me in the face.
I like someone. I like them a lot. It’s never gonna happen. Not even close. It’s starting to hurt and I know that it only gets suckier from here. Maybe I should distance myself? I don’t really know if I can. And I definitely know that I don’t want to. This is going to hurt. It might be more painful than last time. I don’t know it I can do this. I need something to… I don’t know, distract me, maybe.
Brace yourself for a messed up me, I know I am.
24
May
2007
Friends Are Nice Things To Have
I saw Pirates with Kelsi and Steven. It was alot of fun. It was a long night and I don’t feel like writing everything out. So, I’ll sum it all up with things I learned.
- I don’t stay at at a school rally often
- There is stuff on the ground outside of the movies that hurts my butt
- Sitting on the ground for 4 hours can be fun
- If you take pictures of people, people will take pictures of you
- Kelsi needs a potty break every 30 minutes
- A bag of Pirates Booty can last forever
- Kelsi is very comfortable
- At 2:30 am people start to think that I’m going to hit them with my purse
- Being tired at 2:00 in the morning, in public, is freakin hilarious
- 3 hours of sleep is not enough
So yeah that was my adventure on Thursday night/ Friday morning. School sucked ass. But I got over that once I got home. Kelsi and I went to Borders on Friday night. Books make us happy. We both love Harry Potter tons.
14
May
2007
For The Love Of TV
I don’t really watch TV that much. Strange, I know, for a teenager. But I just don’t. But there is a show that I like. No, I love this show. South of Nowhere. SoN, SoNo. There are many names for it. I just think it’s good. It’s very angsty and teen-ish. But well that is what I am. It plays on the-N. If you haven’t seen it you should. One of the best things about the show, are the fan videos. I even made one. I think that SoN fans are trying to break YouTube with all of them.
Long live the Spashley
14
May
2007
I Love The Fandom
I understand this. That scares me, just a little bit. “OMG, an H/G kiss!”
13
May
2007
The Feeling of No Feelings
Yuck. That’s all I have to say. I feel like, yuck. Thanks for reading.
Okay, that’s not all I have to say. Right now I’m in this mood where it seems like someone put me on pause. I’m really not having any strong emotions about anything. And really its starting to scare me. My mother was just in my room complaining about how my sister didn’t do anything for her on Mother’s Day. And I felt nothing. Not even sad for her. This cannot be healthy. My friends totally didn’t ask me if I wanted to go to a concert with them on Friday. I wanted to go, they didn’t ask. Shouldn’t I feel mad about this? I don’t. This is really freaking me out.