Archive for September, 2007
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29
Sep
2007
It Hurts In My Chest
So, I’ve been pretty depressed, for more than one reason. But I’ve gotten over that for the most part. These lyrics pretty much just say what I felt like (and still kind of do) Well, they explain HALF of my sadness. There is this whole other bit with a friend of mine. But anyway … Here we go:
Nobody said it was easy
It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Take me back to the start -Coldplay
Stay with me, this is what I need, please? This heart, it beats, beats for only you (Please don’t go now, please don’t fade away)
My heart, my heart is yours (Please don’t go now, please don’t fade away)
I got a lot to say to you
Yeah, I got a lot to say I guess I’m dreaming again
Let’s be more than this
If you want to play it like a game
Come on, come on let’s play
‘Cause I’d rather waste my life pretending than have to forget you for one whole minute -Paramore
Is it too late to remind you how we were?
But not our last days of silent screaming blur. Somehow everything I own, smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it’s all not true. -Snow Patrol
29
Sep
2007
Are Those the Cops?
I had a fun night with Travis, Tommy, and Kelsi.
22
Sep
2007
16
Sep
2007
Spencer Carlin Is My Hero
Yeah, take this Paula. LOL Spencer grew a freaking backbone this season. It’s great. Spencer rocks.
16
Sep
2007
Friday Night Is For Deciding
*Sigh* This fits me right now. I’m emo, so what?
“Baby, You Wouldn’t Last A Minute On The Creek” by Chiodos
Let’s just stop,
drop everything,
(forget each other’s names) forget each other’s names,
And just walk away.
Turn around and head in different directions,
Like we never, it’s like we never knew each other at all.
We said what we feel, then we stop ourselves,
And just walk away.
Never looking back,
Loving every second of it,
we just walk away.
This is probably the best,
not to mention the worst idea,
that I have ever had.
Ignoring what we’ve felt,
Overlooking what we’ve done,
No awkward silences, no hiding any truths
Ignoring what we’ve felt,
Overlooking what we’ve done,
What do you say?
This is probably the best,
not to mention the worst idea,
that I have ever had.
We say what we feel,
Then we stop ourselves,
And just walk away.
Never looking back,
Loving every second of it,
We just walk away.
Let’s just stop,
Drop everything,
Forget each other’s names,
Can we please just walk away?
It could be…It could be…
Like we never knew each other at all.
Answer me!
All egos aside, what do you say?
All egos aside, what do you say?
Ignoring what we’ve felt,
Overlooking what we’ve done,
No awkward silences, no hiding any truths
Ignoring what we’ve felt,
Overlooking what we’ve done,
What do you say?
We say what we feel,
Then we stop ourselves,
And just walk away.
Never looking back,
Loving every second of it,
We just walk away.
10
Sep
2007
Sun
As some of you may know, I love South of Nowhere. I’m very umm… attached to the show. Very emotionally invested. And this song, is pretty much beginning of season 3 Ashley talking to Spencer. *Sigh* <3
I’m desperate to know how you are
I hope you’re deep asleep
I’ve been awake for days
Trying to study ever inch of your body
And in this picture,
From a distant state
But I can safely say,
Nothing in this book can tell me tell me anyway
But I can dream you disappeared without a sound, without a trace…
Sleep well darling,
Wherever you are, I hope that you’re happy tonight
And maybe you found someone that will love you right
Sleep well darling
I’m desperate to say now I need you more than ever
And all I can say is goodnight
This is for a girl back home
She tore down all my walls
Left me for all she knew
But I pushed it all away from me
And no no, even if I knew, even if I knew what to say to you
Its just too late to make you stay
I’m sick of fighting this broken fate
Someone else gets to tell you that you’re beautiful…
Sleep well darling,
Wherever you are, I hope that you’re happy tonight
And maybe you found someone that will love you right
Sleep well darling
I’m desperate to say now I need you more than ever
And all I can say is goodnight
Its the last thing I want, but its all that I got
Its the last thing I need but I still carry you in my heart, in my heart… (x2)
Sleep well darling,
Wherever you are, I hope that you’re happy tonight
And maybe you found someone that will love you right
Sleep well darling,
I’m desperate to say now I need you more than ever
And all I could say was goodnight
6
Sep
2007
Best Friends Part I
Mari Hanchar is my best friend. She was the first truly best friend. I love this girl to death. My cousin-buddy. I’ve known her since she was born. :] Yeah, it’s been a very long friendship. It freaking sucks that she up and moved to Arizona when we were just little kids. How old was I? Seven I think. Anywho, a long ass time ago.
That makes me sad, but our friendship works around that. I do miss her, but really our friendship was built over the phone. So I miss her when I don’t talk to her. And it is the best when we get to see each other in person. She comes here every summer for a few weeks. And every other year, her whole family comes back up here for Christmas.
I’ve been down to that hot area too. And I’m going there in next month. YAY!
I love you, Buddy.
5
Sep
2007
No Need To Be Jealous
Richard is the man. He founded a podcast/forum/site with me. He’s one cool dude. He’s hecka nice and fun to talk to. :] And now he has a blog about him.
5
Sep
2007
Why The Hell Does Spencer Need A BlackBerry?
So I had this at the end of my other blog, but I felt like it should have its own post.
Don’t text me. I can’t see it… something happened to the screen. You can still call though, just don’t text. So yeah, I got a text from someone and I have no idea what it says or who it’s from….. don’t text me.
5
Sep
2007
Mr. Doc Man
I went to school. And then I came home. Someone kicked my ankle in the hall. It hurts. A lot. So I’m going in to have it looked at.
:[ Pain sucks.