West of Somewhere

Umm… Yeah.

I have a new email address: katelestrange@yahoo.com.

I’m So Tired Of Running Away

Some really serious shit happened with my parents over the weekend. I really don’t want to write about it. Just know that it was heavy.

So in other news, I feel very young. I dunno, but today I woke up and was like “I’m still so young.” Right now the only thing in my mind is “Hurry up and grow up.” I just want to NOT live with my parents so badly. But right now, that can’t happen. It’s not going to happen for years. UGH. Fucking unfair.

I also need to get a job. Which I will be doing at the beginning of the year. I really don’t want a job. But I really do want money, so you know. Yeah, I’ll be getting a job soon.

So I’ve figured out that being in love sucks. Well I’ve known this for a few months now. I need to move on. Seriously, I knew this a very long time ago. But I need to do something. Soon. I’m so bored. I need some kind of relationship. So, umm, boys? Where are you?

OMG, WTF Is That?!

So on Thursday at school, some guys thought that it would be funny to tear gas/pepper gas the main hall. And I happened to think that I was going to walk down that hall after lunch, just like I do everyday. Ugh. I walked into the hall and everything was fine. I was just talking to my friends. Then these guys start running by coughing. I was like “What’s wrong with them.” Then I started coughing. And I couldn’t stop. Then came the part where I couldn’t breathe. Next was the crying. And then all of them together. That was just great. It was scary too. I couldn’t breathe and I was trying to cough, but I really couldn’t anymore. I got out of there as soon as I could. About two steps out of the hall I threw up. I was coughing so hard that I made me. Then I was trying to catch my breath, but I was coughing still. Everyone was like, “What is that?!” Ugh, this was so NOT cool. Seriously. I threw up again, in some grass. Then I had to run/cough to class because I had a test that I didn’t want to miss. I was still crying and my head hurt so fucking bad.

After school I had to see the medics. They wanted to take me to the hospital. I didn’t go, but my mom had to sign this thing that said she would take me to the doctor.

Thursday was not fun. It was scary. That was the worst prank. Not funny.