West of Somewhere

Happy Anniversary

So, today is the day that I met David. Well, today is the day that David and I sent our first messages. It’s been a whole year. It feels like I’ve known him for much longer than that. And at the same time, it feels like we just met. It’s weird and I don’t expect you to understand.David is seriously one of my best friends. And I love him very very much. He made me an awesome video. I don’t having a working camera (Lies. I do, I just can’t edit) to make a video response. I would if I could. :[ But, because he’s wonderful, I’m sure he’ll understand.

I love you David! Thank you for the wonderful video!See his video here: 

Vloggggg

So, I’m going to be making vlogs! YAY for vlogs. It won’t be just me. I mean, it might be just me sometimes, but I’ll be making most of them with Amanda. I’m not sure what we’ll call them. Something about Kamatie. And our tagline is: “Better than an after school snack!” Because we’re BA. Look out for those.

I Got So Brave Drinking In

Soooooooooooo. School is almost out. You have no idea how happy I am about this. Seriously. Four more days. *Happy Sigh*

Right, onto more interesting topics. Well, really it’s only one topic. I went to an A Skylit Drive and Dance Gavin Dance show tonight. Now that was seriously cool.

Dance Gavin Dance played first (there were two bands before them.) They were alright. To be honest I was expecting more from them. But it was still fun.

Okay, the crowd was crazy all night. There weren’t any dancers. They were all just moshers. It was violent. And cool.

When A skylit drive started playing… wow. It was like last time but worse. And by worse I mean more pushing and shoving. And by more pushing and shoving I mean better. LOL, I was filming too. That mad keeping my balance hard. I couldn’t use my hands to brace myself on other people, just my body.

 It was freaking hot too. Sooo much sweat. I was smarter about my hair this time and put it up. But people still messed it up. And it looked like rape hair. Luckily, after the show was over, I just let it down and it looked fine. :]

Well, during I’m Not A Thief, I’m A Treasure Hunter, I became a lesbian pillow, as Sam called it. There were these two girls. Who were all over each other… in that way. And they were all over each other because Brian said, “This song is about sex, so treat it like sex.” They did. And like I said, the floor was one big pit, so after a while they were moved. Closer to me. Well, that didn’t stop them. Even with me in the middle. And the taller one had her hands ALL over my butt. Whatevs. The really gross part was they were all sweaty. But so was I. And everyone else down there. But still, they were touching each other (and me for that matter) on purpose. I mean, they could have moved me! It was just a tiny bit awkward.

I bought the new ASD cd. It rocks. The end.

Oh, after the show I got pictures with all of the members of A Skylit Drive. *Claps*

You Make This Hard

*Sigh*

Love is all I seem to be talking to people about. I’m gonna write a blog about only talking about love.

Love is the most important thing ever.

But I’m burnt out.

Feelings and my past and BLAH.

Okay, I’m ready to talk about it now. I just needed to take a moment. I’m over it. I love talking about love. And I love the people I’m talking about love with.

Damn, I don’t think I’ve had this much discussion about love and people loving me and who I love… ever. It’s new. But I like it. Kind of. Kind of not. I don’t like talking about who I’ve loved. That makes me emo and pissy. But it’s a story that needed to be told. I’m glad we’re past that.

About people loving me… that doesn’t really bother me at. Mostly it just makes me feel good. But also kind of sad.

About other people loving people? I like talking about that too. Because I care.

LOVE. The only thing EVERYONE thinks about.