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26
Mar
2009
I Wanna Touch You… Slowly
Wow my God. So I decided that I would be a good Kate and follow my own rules. I went back and started watching Skins from the beginning of the show. So, series (i.e. season, but I just can’t get myself to want to call it that) one was great.
Tony is kind of a fucking asshole. Seriously. But he is rather cute… and he does redeem himself at the end. And then POW! Damn, you gotta watch out for those large moving buses. I want to get Sid new clothes. It’s this obsession I have. Whenever I see him I want to take him to the store and get him new clothes. And Maxxie is soooo cute. I think he’s the cutest guy on the show. <3 I don't like Anwar much. Chris kind of weirds me out with his Angie love. Is it just me, or does he look a bit like Zac Efron when his hair is pushed back?
As for the girls, my favorite is Cassie. Even though she's a nutter. It's great. I really love her character. You just have to feel so bad for Cas. And it makes you want to slap Sid around doesn't it? Michelle; eh. I don't really have feelings for her either way. In the beginning I didn't like her much, but she gets better later, so it balances out. Jal. Huh, yeah, I also don't have very strong feelings about her. *Shrugs* She's a bit boring to be honest. And Effy, even if she isn't all that important, is cool. I like that she doesn't talk unless she has something profound to say.
Right, so I've watched all of series one, two episodes of series two, and all but one episode of series 3. This is love.
Series One Trailer:
Series Two Trailer:
Series Three Trailer:
22
Mar
2009
Holy Goodness
I GOT A NEW MAC!!! OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And it’s beautiful. You guys have no idea how happy this makes me. Seriously.
And something else, I am highly addicted to the show Skins. I’ve only been watching series three though… but it’s amazing. Like, wow. Really, it’s great. I wish there were more shows out there like it. I think the acting is refreshingly good too. Emily/Naomi makes my heart beat fast. <3 And how fucking hot is Effy? Wowsers. It’s just awesome. I recommend it for all. “Oils.. and stuff.”
Have I mentioned the fact that I GOT A NEW MAC?!
SKINS:
13
Mar
2009
Like You’ve Been On My Mind
The worst breakups I have had weren’t really breakups at all. There have been two. Two really bad ones. And they were both just friends. One more of a friend then the other.
The first one totally and completely smashed my heart. The Bitch v1. Utterly wrecked me. For months and months and months. It was horrible. In the beginning there was confusion and desperation. That later progressed into just plain sadness. Stabbing, aching, sadness. It sounds awful, because it was, but I like to think that it’s made me a more well rounded person. I have a song for this break up; The Runaways- Anberlin.
The second one was much different. He was strictly a friend. Granted, my best friend, but no romantic emotions involved there. I knew we were drifting. I had felt it for awhile. And I ignored it. He was my best friend. I ridiculously thought that we would just stay that way without any effort. When he got a new best friend and hung out with her all the time, well, that’s when it hit me. I was… heart broken. Someone was replacing me. It was a devastating feeling.
So, I went over to see him. I decided that we were going to have, “the talk.” I don’t know what I was expecting, but he pretty much said what I knew. We were drifting. But then he added that he didn’t see us going back to the way we were. I cried; right in front of him. That was only the second time he had ever seen me cry (the first time I was in physical pain.) He didn’t see us getting fixed. *Shakes head* We moved on and hung out for a few hours after that, but when I got home I cried. And cried and cried and cried. I had never cried so much in one sitting. It was the worst feeling. I felt as though my longest relationship ever was over. The talk had just made it final. The crying lasted for a good 45 minutes and then I sulked for the rest of the night. That’s what real love does to you. This “breakup” confirmed how much I loved him. Not that it needed conformation. I knew.
Luckily, over the past few months we’ve been building our relationship back up. And even if we aren’t what we used to be, we’re something good. We got back together. And I need my Travis. I clearly do not do well without him. The song I have for this breakup is Hello by Schuyler Fisk.
6
Mar
2009
I’ve Got To Get Out Of Here, Out Of Here
Last week was the worst week ever. Seriously. Ever. So much school work. Make up tests, homework, and a lack of communication with the majority of my friends. I never want to do last week again, so let’s not, k?
Then there was the whole car accident thing. Not good at all. I just feel really bad for everyone involved. And Stephanie Jones was taken off of life support yesterday. It’s very shocking. Even though she wasn’t really a friend of mine, she was my best friend’s friend. It’s tragic.
This week has been up and down. Mostly down, I’m not going to lie. But I hope things will get better soon. I would really appreciate that.
In this time I’ve been thinking about how much I really do want to go to Azkatraz. It’s quite a lot. The new Half Blood Prince trailer isn’t helping me any either.
And also, I really need to get back into the habit of looking around and seeing people. I just… look at them. Uninterested; otherwise preoccupied with thoughts of a certain someone. I’m going to try and break myself of this seemingly good quality because it’s doing nothing, well, good for me. So yeah…
And tonight I plan on hanging out with my BBFF Travis. :]
4
Mar
2009