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I honestly think that something is wrong with me. I’ve been broken somewhere along the way. I don’t feel secure with people that I want, because they’ve never given me a reason to. We’ve always been free of labels. Free of commitment. Free to want other people. I don’t feel confident about anyone wanting what I want.
I don’t feel safe with Alyssa. I want to, but I don’t know how.
Sometimes I worry about myself.
So, I like to think that I don’t play with people. Emotional. (Because I fucking hate it when people can’t make up their mind about me.) But, that’s just what I like to think, isn’t it? I mean, I know that I can tick myself into thinking that I like someone. And that can mean me fucking with other people’s emotions. But I like to think that I would never do this on purpose. I try not to encourage people’s feelings for me if I don’t return them. How about some feedback from those of you that have liked me, yeah? Because I feel like I’m not going about this the right way at all.
Cara is kind of really hot.
And totally bisexual.
Kahlan. *Sigh*
Why couldn’t Richard stay like this?! Now he has his stupid long hair. :[
Oh, yay!
I ship them super hard.
Yeah, it was necessary to post those pictures.
Awwwwwwwwww. <3
Very few people really understand why I support TWLOHA so strongly. I don’t really feel like going into all of it, but it’s more important to me than most of you think. So why don’t you support with me? :] Thanks.
So, I’ve been watching Legend of the Seeker. Which I’m enjoying a lot. It reminds me of the Inheritance Saga (not trilogy, the lying bastard.) But it’s at a much faster pace and we’re only following one set of people. I don’t really have much else to say about it. I just like watching the show.
Richard is sexy.
Kahlan is sexy.
And I ship it.
Really.
Hard.
So, I’ve been reading Flister’s In Keeping Secrets series. Can I just say that I think it’s wonderful and that it’s breaking my heart? Okay. That’s pretty much all I have to say about it. Katie Fucking Fitch kind of owns my soul now.
Oh, and everyone should watch this video, because I think it goes along IKS quite well.
You should watch it small. It looks better that way.
I don’t even know what I want to say right now. I’m bubbling with emotion. I do that. Often. What kind? I’m not sure at the moment.
Has anyone noticed that distance makes everything worse? Well, not everything. It makes one thing better; I seem to need physical distance there or else I feel all tormented and crap.
Anyway, this is a pointless blog. Whatever. I’ll just go back to listening to music until I have something interesting to say.
KATIE IS SO ATTRACTIVE. As are Effy, Emily, and Naomi. <3 <3 <3
I have other thoughts, but I can’t express them at the moment. I’ll get back to you.
LOL.
I ship Katie and Effy so hard. Seriously.